tag:deliriousmind.blog.co.uk,2009-11-11:/MokoFeed2009-11-11T15:10:27+01:00tag:deliriousmind.blog.co.uk,2005-08-30:/2005/08/30/should_i_confess~151450/br2ai2005-08-30T14:35:11+02:002005-08-30T14:35:11+02:00 <p> For a long time i thought that the righteous path i walk on would keep me on track. I would never go toward the things that i've always known to be wrong.<br> I havent been raised with my eyes closed thinking that everything is black and white, but right now more than ever before i am finding it very very difficult to even see colour. It all seems like a blur. What is wrong and what is right doesnt make sense in some situations. I dont understand why i dont feel the guilt as much as i should. i can understand the consequences i can see the punishment but i just dont believe in them as much as i used to. Is it a juvenile substance in my brain being released to numb my thoughts and actions?? Or have I turned insensitive and am now incapable of being having any ,oral understanding of life??</p> <p> <small> <a href="http://delirious_mind.blog.co.uk/2005/08/30/should_i_confess~151450/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>